The Giants Bed

Scholars tell us that David wrote Psalm 144, and Psalm 8 for that matter, after he slayed Goliath (גָּלְיַת/gālyaṯ, from a root meaning: to uncover or remove). Psalm 144 opens, “Blessed be the Lord, my rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle” (Ps. 144:1). Goliath was the champion of the Philistines. He was a giant of a man; some suggest nearly ten feet tall; giant indeed. Yet, by faith in the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, David faced the giant while others hid (1 Sam. 17:48-51). The Lord had prepared David’s hands for war.

As giant as Goliath was, in this week’s opening Torah portion of Devarim (Deuteronomy), Moses, in his first discourse, reminds his people of their history and trials. Trials including the fear of giants. In the Torah, we find three words that are sometimes translated as “giant”: Anakim, Rephaim and Nephilim. In Deuteronomy 3:11, the Torah references a giant larger than Goliath: Og, King of Bashan.

In Deuteronomy 3:11 we read, “For only Og the king of Bashan was left of the remnant of the Rephaim. Behold, his bed was a bed of iron. Is it not in Rabbah of the Ammonites? Nine cubits was its length, and four cubits its breadth, according to the common cubit.” Og was the sole survivor of a remnant of giants called רְפָאִים/Rephaim. Rephaim comes from a root meaning to “heal” but in this usage, vigorous or invigorated is probably meant.

As I studied this portion, the detail about Og’s bed struck me. I mean, 3500 years later, why do I care about the size of Og’s bed and that it was made of Iron? The Torah suggests that Og’s bed was around 14 ½ feet long. Some rabbinic commentators suggest that Og was at least ten feet tall, making him taller than Goliath. Yet, by Deuteronomy 3:11 Moses has already told Israel that Og was defeated, as the Lord delivered him into their hand (3:3). Why this later reminder?

The children of Israel wrestled with the idea of giants. In Numbers 13, Moses sends twelve spies into the Promised Land to “spy out the land” (Num. 13:21). They reported that the land was as the Lord promised, but the people are Nephilim, descendants of Anak, a giant (Num. 13:33/Deut. 1:28). Their cities are big and fortified, the land is hard, and the fruit is proportional to the size of the giants, as it is carried between two men (Num. 13:23). To ten of the spies, in sight of this large landscape, they looked as grasshoppers (Num 13:33) in their eyes. As we know, this report led to a rebellion, and a judgment leading to the death of the exodus generation in the wilderness.

With all that Israel had seen and experienced in the wilderness, the provision, the victories and the grace of the covenant Lord, deep down, somewhere in their hearts, the bed of Og was still occupied. The giants were still out there, but where?

Og is long deceased, but giants yet remain. At least from our perspective. The giants that we face in life today speak to our feeling of insignificance, but more precisely, smallness. Smallness, especially in light of what we cannot name or control. The giants we face in life have many names, and yes, in most cases they are very serious. Nevertheless, in order to defeat the giants of today we must know who we are in Messiah Yeshua/Jesus. We must rely on how we are described in God’s unchanging Word to rely, as David did, on those skilled hands that sent the stone into Goliath’s head, killing him. David slew his giant, and so can we.

Dear readers, many of you have giants out there, just beyond your sight, your grasp, bumping around in the forest that have either been named or they possess a potential name that brings dread into your heart. In Psalm 8, the other psalm penned by David after facing Goliath, he writes, “O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens” (Ps. 8:1). The name of the giant “out there” is not above the name of the King of glory. Goliath was not greater than David, and neither were greater than the Lord.

The apostle Paul encourages us, “Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name,so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father” (Phil. 2:9-11). Where can our giants hide?

In His name, through Messiah, what have we become? Again, to Paul, “No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us” (Ro. 8:37). Beloved, more than conquerors. David praised the Lord for the skill to face Goliath, again meaning uncover or remove. David took the stone and skillfully used it. But dear friends, our Stone has taken us and He now skillfully uses us to stand against the darkness of this age, including our own giants (Eph. 6:10-20).   

Where are you giants sleeping? Where has your giant rested? In Messiah those giants are uncovered (Goliath), and they are slain. They are no more. As we have died in Messiah, those giants are now dead, we are raised in His life now to live in Him as the promise (1 Cor. 1:20). He has brought you out of the darkness of the giants and into His marvelous light. No matter how strong Og’s bed might be, even as iron, it cannot overcome the One Who has slain the giant called “death,” as Christ is the King of all kings.

Maranatha. Shalom.

We Are a People Who Wait

We wait, but not as those without hope. We wait precisely because of the hope found in Messiah Yeshua/Jesus (1 Pet. 1:3-6). We wait, but not in nothingness. We wait in His promise (1 Cor. 1:20), as the author of Hebrews encourages us, “Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful” (Heb. 10:23). Amen.

For forty-seven years I never thought of the thyroid gland, until mine demanded that I consider it. For forty-nine years I never really considered my knees, until, one day, they spoke through extreme pain. Through hypo and hyper thyroid issues, and eventual treatment, to shots into my knees to possibly help them make it a few more years, I waited. In the wait and through the trials I gained weight, lost fitness, but grew in ways unimaginable by the wait.

When one considers the dramatic change from running in the mountains to barely climbing the stairs, unimaginable growth probably would not leap to mind. But there, in the wait, He moved. Sometimes the setbacks are a setup for rescue. I was scheduled for a total knee replacement this Friday, but an issue arose that could have had a devastating impact on my recovery. This delay was by the grace of God. I wanted the extreme joint pain of the last year over, but His kindness once again rescued. Now, I wait.

Those of us in the covenant family of God wait. We learn to wait, and the fruit of the Spirit aids in this endeavor (Gal. 5:22-23). Those of the hall of faith (Heb. 11) provide examples of waiting on the Lord, at times not seeing the fulfillment of the promise in their days. Yet, He remained faithful. Abraham waited. Isaac and Jacob also waited. Moses waited. Joshua waited. David waited, and penned some of the deepest reflections on waiting. Then, the prophets waited. And the people of Israel waited. Even the Messiah waited.

In Proverbs 13:12 we read: תּוֹחֶלֶת מְמֻשָּׁכָה מַחֲלָה־לֵב וְעֵץ חַיִּים תַּאֲוָה בָאָה, “Hope/wait prolonged makes the heart sick/weak; but when the desire of the heart comes, it is a tree of life.” I’m not going to hide the despair that I felt when I realized that I would have to wait for surgery. But then the Holy Spirit reminded me of what He has accomplished in the previous two years of waiting. In the despair, weakness. In faith, strength.

In the past two years of largely being in a “holding pattern” the Lord has developed, deepened and cultivated relationships, opened wide the doors of ministry I had previously not considered, and above all, He brought me deeper into relationship with Him. All, in my mind, while I was “sidelined.”

It is the power of the wait that transforms us by His grace. He knew when to let the dam of living water spill over into my dry wilderness, every time. Waters that ripened fruit I had not considered or noticed. There were times when the silence was deafening, yet He was surely present. But more often than not, the Lord spoke with a shout through the voices of those around me. This morning I was considering Moses, Aaron and Hur. When Moses grew weary, Aaron and Hur supported his hands, and when they did, the Torah tells us: וַיְהִי יָדָיו אֱמוּנָה עַד־בֹּא הַשָּׁמֶשׁ, “and his hands remained faithful/firm/soild/steady until the going down of the sun.”

See friends, in His wait, we relate to and identity with our forebears, while learning to be supported by brethren in faith. The past our example, the present our active support. There in the wait the blessing of well watered fruit hangs on the branches of the Tree of Life so that we “taste and see that the Lord is good” (Ps. 34:8). The thing, moment or desire of our heart may have yet to arrive, but we know He is still faithfully working. Nevertheless, for those of us in Apostolic faith there is a change.

The apostle Paul writes, “But, as it is written, “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him” (1 Cor. 2:9). The apostle is reflecting on Isaiah 64:4, but with one significant change. Paul, a precise and faithful student of God’s Word, would know that Isaiah said “wait” and not “love.” Isaiah through several chapters was anticipating the One to come, Paul is proclaiming the hope that has arrived in that One: Messiah. The “wait” of Isaiah is the piercing pain of hope deferred, while Paul proclaims the love of God that now soothes us in Christ while the eternal promise is working out redemptive history.

Why do I tap out these words today? I use myself, not to glory in the pain or delay, but in the Lord. I know many of you are waiting as well, for all sorts of rescue. I merely desire to remind us all to keep looking to Him, or more precisely, keep digging into Him. We know that our help comes not from the mountains, but when we want our mountains to be moved and the circumstances of life changed, we need to keep digging into His faithfulness, evidenced in our lives by His Word, supernaturally and through the presence of the Aaron’s and Hur’s around us. His promise is never accomplished in our strength, or in our time. We are human, and in our despair our hearts may grow faint, but remember that the indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit will reinflate the faint heart with the breath of life.

But what of this desire? This desire of the heart? The oft quoted Psalm says, “Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart” (37:4). This is not a magic formula for prosperity. It is a correction. What is the object of our delight (our softness), and our desire? David, who waited upon the Lord, knew that the Lord is to be the desire of our heart; and when He is the desire of our heart, He will supply our need (Ps. 23:1). Then the wait is over.

The Lord could have delivered the promised son to Abraham earlier, or He could have announced the promise later, closer to the fulfillment, and we could say this about example in every example above. The waiting set a hope in Abraham, our forebears, and in us. The hope causes us to look higher than the mountains, the sky and even the heavens, to the One in Whom every promise of God is wrapped up: Messiah Yeshua/Jesus. As Paul reminds us, there is yet a preparation happening, but we have the love of God in us and with us in the person of Christ, and He is all we need (Phil. 4:19).

So I wait, but I wait in the hope of the One Who has redeemed me from death, given me life, and freely allows me to taste of His fruitful tree in the Spirit, and see the goodness that He has cultivated even in the waiting. For we wait, not as those without hope, for we wait in the hope of Yeshua/Jesus.

Maranatha. Shalom.

It Begins in Grace

As the Book of Numbers concludes, the Lord reminds Israel, and us as well, of all the stops along the way. The stages of their journey through the wilderness. It seems rather incidental, but we know everything in the Word of God is there for our benefit, even for our example. As the Torah records, “These are the journeys of the children of Israel when they came out of Egypt by their divisions under the hand of Moses and Aaron. Moses recorded the stages of their journeys at the Lord’s command. These then are their journeys by stages” (Numbers 33:1-2; Matot/Masei Numbers 30:2 – 36:13).

When the Lord speaks the Ten Commandments to Israel from Mt. Sinai, He reminds them that it was He who delivered them out from the house of bondage, out of the land of Egypt. The remembrance of the exodus from Egypt serves as the point of departure, as well as a remembrance for a nation as it worships, celebrates, and relates to the human other, “The outsider dwelling among you shall be to you as the native-born among you. You shall love him as yourself – for you dwelled as outsiders in the land of Egypt. I am the Lord your God” (Lev. 19:34; cf. Lev. 19:18). And here, at the close of Numbers, the Lord reminds Israel of her journeys of the past forty years, the places where she stopped, and from where she set out, forty-two in all.  

The journey begins with grace. Even with the many setbacks experienced by the children of Israel in the wilderness, the journey from Egypt began with the grace of God. The journey was then sustained by the grace of God, and it would end in the Promised Land by the grace of God.

At the beginning of every Shabbat (Sabbath) and every holiday the Jewish people are reminded in the blessings for the day about the grace of the exodus from Egypt. It is a remembrance of being slaves, of being exiled, and of being “the other” within a society. This ever-present reminder of our history, the current reality of many displaced peoples, and the possibility of experiencing this condition once again, should keep the heart compassionate and eager to serve “the other” to the glory of God (Matt. 5:16; 1 Cor. 10:31).

The journey of faith in Messiah also begins with grace, and it too is characterized as a deliverance/salvation from bondage: a continuation of the exodus theme, the Greater Exodus. The apostle Paul wrote, “For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not from yourselves – it is the gift of God. It is not based on deeds, so that no one may boast. For we are His workmanship – created in Messiah Jesus for good deeds, which God prepared beforehand so we might walk in them” (Eph. 2:8-10).

Of great importance in our faith life is to remember our condition when the Lord delivered us, that is, where we started. It is easy to forget, focusing on the good of the present and the victories by faith we have witnessed and received; but remembering our point of departure, and where we have been, will help us to see more clearly where we are going, and what we are to do along the way.

It is easy for the journey to become one of complaint for what we lack (Ps. 23:1) or have lost, but the Lord desires it to be a journey of faith-obedience that impacts the lives of those around us (Ro. 1:8), not just those like us, but those unlike us (Lk. 10:25-37). While we may not be able to make grandiose gestures of care – building hospitals, orphanages, houses, or paying for education – we can help with food, water, clothing, visitation, and encouragement along the way (Matt. 25:31-46). More than that, we can all do simple acts of kindness, or use our voice to speak for those who lack a position from which to speak.

I pray that we use this journey, and the time graced to us, to be a bright light of the Gospel, and an example of the self-sacrificial love of Messiah Yeshua/Jesus to all. From this Torah portion, let us remember the grace we received at the beginning, the grace we continue to receive, and the grace we will receive at our end. Let us remember we were once enslaved, hopeless, hungry, strangers in need of aid. Let us remember where He found us, and where He might direct us to find others. Let us remember it is the Messiah that we serve, and the living message of the Gospel that we are to share: a timeless message of eternal hope for all. It all begins in His grace, and we set out from there continuing in it.   

Maranatha. Shalom.